I don’t want to sound negative/insecure/inferior. I don’t have it in me anymore. But there are time when little things others do for you is what matters when you aren’t the person who waits for big memories.
And those times, i realize what my life signifies for those who make the most part of my life.
I found this little picture making rounds in Facebook. Couldn’t help but realize How true it is. As if someone made a surveillance on me before posting it.
Yes i am indeed that friend who doesn’t have a best friend in my group of best friends. The irony of this statement continued to overwhelm me as i am posting this
I don’t want to sound as someone who fishes for sympathy. But as shameless as it sounds, i want to ask god, how long is he planning on making me the unlucky forever?
Coz i am tired. I am smiling, laughing, forgetting this little pains ever happened. But i wonder why does it keep repeating.
I don’t want a miracle.
Just give me shoulder to lean when am tired, not window of the bus am travelling.
Just give me a heart i can hug, not the pillow that always cuddles me.
Just give me someone’s smile,
Not that mocking laugh because i am joker of the group.
Just give me an ear which listens and cares my stories, not my earphones which helps forget half of the time no one listens to what i say.
Just give me that life, where my friends stay the same even though new faces make them smile more than my jokes..
Just give me already!!